How I started to overcome my impostor syndrome

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Us creatives know all too well the feeling of impostor syndrome. That feeling that you don’t really know what you’re doing and any minute now someone is going to ask you to leave the party. I think sometimes it comes from comparing ourselves to others, or comparing ourselves now to where we want to be. We haven’t met our goals yet, the self doubt creeps in and we question if we’re good enough.

I went through a bit of a dry spell after my illustration degree and there were definitely struggles getting back into it.

During my dark days when I’d lost my creative mojo I turned to YouTube for inspiration. I then discovered the channels of too amazing women who were sharing their life as illustrators online. Those women were Fran Meneses aka Frannerd, and Holly Exley. I suddenly felt hope that here were some real people talking about their process, their success and their struggles. Even though I was a lurker in those days and didn’t comment I still felt a connection and I think Fran and Holly become like my spirit guides on my own illustration journey.

I’m going to be drawing portraits of my fav YouTubers and sharing what they’ve taught me.

Starting with Fran; one of the things I’ve always loved about her channel is the advice she gives. I love this piece of advice (from her video How to start as an illustrator) because it gave me the permission to call myself an illustrator rather than an aspiring illustrator or wannabe illustrator.

“If you want to be an illustrator and you don’t know where to start. You might just say. Hi. I am an illustrator. And that’s it. You kind of started being one.”

It reminded me that if you make art you’re an artist. If you write you’re a writer. If you play music you’re a musician, if you illustrate, you’re an illustrator.

Fran goes on to give some really helpful practical advice in the video too; but this piece of advice really stuck with me and gives me the confidence to know I do belong and I am good enough.

You can watch Fran’s video below and if you don’t already follow her go check out her YouTube channel here.

Stay tuned for more YouTube portraits coming soon, including my portrait of Holly Exley.

The Secret Garden

I haven’t actually mentioned on my blog that one of my New Years resoluntions for 2019 is to produce more book and editorial illustrations. I’ve set myself the challenge of completing one project each month, alternating between book illustration and editorial illustration

In January I created 6 illustrations of The Secret Garden. If you’ve never read the book (or seen any of the adaptations) its about a girl called Mary Lennox who moves from India to Yorkshire when her parents die. Mary doesn’t have much attention or companionship, but she finds this by discovering an old hidden garden.

At the beginning of the book Mary is very isolated and lonely. I wanted to create an image that reflected that, so I’ve used these branches to separate Mary. I didn’t want to include any faces in this image to make it feel unfriendly; so the portraits have blank faces, and Mary is facing with her back to us.

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The 2nd illustration shows the relationship between Mary and Martha; one of the maids. Mary is used to being waited on in India and has people to dress her.

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Martha tells Mary about a garden that has been locked away since the death of Mrs Craven (Mary’s aunt). Mary explores the grounds in search of the secret garden.

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I decided to repeat Mary and the robin in this image to suggest movement around the grounds. I also hope to draw the viewers eye around the page with the use of the spiral of ivy leaves.

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Illustrations 3 & 4 are my favourite in this series. I think becasue they have quite simple backgrounds. I’ve used my own handmade textures which I created out of charcoal and paint to add patterns and detail to all the illustrations.

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Mary makes friends with Martha’s younger brother Dickon, and the two of them bring the garden back to life.

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There is a lot of mystery in The Secret Garden. Another thing that has been hidden away is Mary’s cousin Colin who believes he will never walk and stays in his darkened room all the time.

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The last illustration shows the three characters dancing among the garden that is blooming with roses.

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This month (February) I’m working on some editorial illustration for my portfolio. Watch this space for an update on that. I’ll also be making video updates to my progress on my YouTube channel, which you can check out here.

Inktober 2018- Trying something new, collage and YouTube

Hey everyone, we are half way through Inktober 2018! I nearly didn’t think I was going to make it this far.

I’m doing something, infact two things different for Inktober this year. Firstly I’ve recently started a YouTube channel, so I am recording some behind the scenes of my Inktober illustrations.

You can watch my first Inktober video below. I’m planning another Inktober video next week, so subscribe to stay updated.

Secondly I have decided to bend the rules slightly this year by creating inky collages. My house is slowly becoming covered in bits of paper, and occasionally I’ll loose one of my characters arms, but I’m enjoying experimenting this year.

Below are all my Inktober illustrations for this year so far.

I’d really love to turn them into either prints or a zine once I’ve finished. Let me know what you’d like to see.

Day 1 - A ghost couple in the park.

Day 1 - A ghost couple in the park.

Day 2 - A cross witch trying to sweep up leaves.

Day 2 - A cross witch trying to sweep up leaves.

Day 3 - A spider mum and daughter baking.

Day 3 - A spider mum and daughter baking.

Day 4 - Medusa curled up with a cuppa.

Day 4 - Medusa curled up with a cuppa.

Day 5 - A vampire, cat and ghost apple bobbing.

Day 5 - A vampire, cat and ghost apple bobbing.

Day 6 - Three friends watching a scary movie.

Day 6 - Three friends watching a scary movie.

Day 7 - A witch relaxing in a bubble bath.

Day 7 - A witch relaxing in a bubble bath.

Day 8 - Singing songs round a camp fire.

Day 8 - Singing songs round a camp fire.

Day 9 - A ghost knitting cosy scarves.

Day 9 - A ghost knitting cosy scarves.

Day 10 - A witchy couple cycling through the leaves.

Day 10 - A witchy couple cycling through the leaves.

Day 11 - A spider lady creating an Inktober collage.

Day 11 - A spider lady creating an Inktober collage.

Day 12 - A vampire and ghost at a Fun Fair.

Day 12 - A vampire and ghost at a Fun Fair.

Day 13 - Carving pumpkins.

Day 13 - Carving pumpkins.

Day 14 - Frankenstein’s monster making friends with a squirrel.

Day 14 - Frankenstein’s monster making friends with a squirrel.

Three Gorgons having a sleep over.

Three Gorgons having a sleep over.

A witch curled up with her cat.

A witch curled up with her cat.

Let me know what you’re favourite illustration is so far, and follow me on Instagram and Twitter to stay up to date with the rest of my Inktobers.

Minibreak to Leeds

Recently me and my husband Tom drove up to Leeds for the weekend for our friends wedding. I’ve started filming little videos of what we get up to, which seeing as I’m recording on my phone is relatively easy. I decided to put the footage together into a vlog style “What we did in Leeds” type video. Obviously I haven’t recorded the wedding, but you do get to see 2 national trust places, 2 museums, vegan doughnuts and us dressed up in our running gear.

I also did a few illustrations just to keep the video semi art related.

One of my favourite places we visited was the National Science and Media museum in Bradford. I definitely recommend going there especially if you’re interested in film and photography. I love seeing how big old technology is, and there’s just something about all the buttons and handles that appeals to me. Maybe it just reminds me of all the weird and wonderful sci fi inventions in films.

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I also loved visiting Hardwick Hall and Canons Ashby (both of which are not in Leeds) but we stopped off at both on our journey there and back.

Hope you enjoy the video. Let me know what you think, and if you prefer studio vlogs or if you like seeing other life stuff?

Unboxing video

I recently received a massive box of products I ordered from Awesome Merchandise. If you haven’t heard of them they’re a great resource for getting your artwork printed on pretty much anything you can think of.

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I wanted to order some more products for my Etsy shop. I also have a Redbubble and a Society6, but they’re something more personal about packing and posting orders out yourself.

I’m also going to have a table at the Ink Paper + Print fair in Margate on Sunday 28th October. If you’re local to Kent stop by and say hello :)

Check out my video to see the products I ordered, and how I take my photos. If you’re wondering what on earth I’m wearing on my face in the thumbnail, you’ll have to watch to find out!


Starting YouTube

Sorry I haven’t posted in a while. I’ve been learning some new skills, getting to grips with Adobe Premiere, filming and editing because…I’ve started a YouTube channel! In fact, so far I’ve uploaded three videos.


I’ve been following other creatives on YouTube for a few years, in a bit of a lurky way. In fact when I was going through a dry spell with my art, it really helped inspire me to see what others in the field were up to, seeing their artistic process and snippets from their life.

I decided I wanted to give it a shot. If you follow me on Instagram you may have seen that I’ve been testing talking to the camera for a while on Instagram stories. This felt like a safe way of filming myself, as stories generally feel a bit more informal. You don’t have to worry about editing, they only last 15 seconds, and they disappear in 24 hours.

Still it felt a bit unnatural when I set up to record my first video. At the moment my set up is just my iphone and a small tripod. I tried my best to look at the camera and not the screen, which I think I managed for most of it. I did a few takes and managed to edit it into something I’m pretty proud of.


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I decided to do a timelapse of one of my drawings for my #30illustratedphotos project. I’ve always loved looking through old family photographs. There’s something so magical about photos, how they capture a moment in time. You can relive moments from your childhood, or imagine what your ancestors were like. The photo I drew in the video is of my Grandma on her first day of school. I love seeing photos of my relatives at different ages and doing things that I can relate to.

I hope you enjoy my first video. I’m going to aim to post a new video every 2 weeks, so subscribe to follow my illustration journey!

Lastly, I just wanted to say, if you’re thinking about starting YouTube, or some other “scary” project, go for it! Too many of us (me included) feel like we have to wait for everything to be perfect, and then we never start.





Digital VS Traditional Illustration

I've really been enjoying working with actually physical pencils again! Here's two of my recent illustrations created using a mixture of Prisma Color pencils and Derwent Fine Art pencils. 

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I seem to be gravitating towards blocks of colour. I think I just want to create artwork that looks like patchwork quilts or stain glass windows.

When I first sketched these illustrations out, I had intended on colouring them in on Photoshop. But sometimes it's quite therapeutic to draw in "real life". 

I wanted to share some of the pros and cons I have with digital vs traditional drawing.

Digital

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Pros

  • Helps me with composition as I can move elements around. 
  • You can easily change the colour and fix things.
  • Can easily overlay white and light colours.
  • Can play around with different blending options. 
  • Can push my creativity, as I can experiment with different versions of the same illustration. 

Cons 

  • It can take me longer to finish as I keep undoing everything!
  • Sometimes I feel it has to be "perfect" if it's digital. 

 

Traditional

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Pros

  • You can draw anywhere!
  • Can feel more connected to something tangible.
  • You have to stand by your decisions, makes you more confident.

Cons

  • Sometimes you really need an undo button.

 

All in all I really enjoy working both traditionally and digitally, and I quite often combine them. Even if the finished illustration is traditional I may play around with composition in Photoshop first.

Do you have a preferred way of working? If so let me know! 

 

How to design your own enamel pins

I'm very excited because my pins are finally here! My mermaid pins and dino baking pins are available on my Etsy shop here. 

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I thought I'd share a bit of the process of how you can make your own pin.

1. Keep your design simple.

I really wanted to turn my dino baking illustration into a pin; but there were a few changes I had to make first. I redrew the artwork focusing on the shape and line. I also moved the bowl closer to his body and added his tail. 

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2. Use Pantone colours

I then added colour in Photoshop. Most pin manufacturers and indeed most printing companies use Pantone colours so that everyone has a reference to the exact colour needed. Check the companies guidlines to see what colours they offer.

3. Test your design 

Before you place an order try printing your design on paper to the scale your pin will be. Then you can check if the design is clear, and if any text is readable.

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4. Check out the extras

I'm not going to lie I got quite excited when I found out I could have glitter dye on my enamel pin! I was also tempted by glow in the dark dye, but didn't think it was right for the product. Maybe next time.

5. Get different colours of the same design.

This is what I did with my mermaid pins. I wanted to offer different skin, hair and tail colours so that people can pick their favourite. I quite like the idea of doing even more colour combinations in the future. 

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6. Packaging

I'm a fan of the simple but effective card backers for my pins. Make sure you include your name or brand and where people can find you, such as your website or social media. 

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Have fun creating your own pins and thanks for stopping by. 

Getting away from it all

Hello everyone I've just come back from a very relaxing holiday in the Lake District. It was lovely to get away for a few days, and also to get away from my beloved Photoshop and use some real life pens and pencils!

The clouds disappeared for this photo

The clouds disappeared for this photo

We stayed near Keswick and had beautiful views of Derwent water and the surrounding hills/mountains. (Not sure if they can technically be called mountains, but they look pretty big to me!)

Here's one of my drawings I did based on a joke I made about the clouds eating the mountains. In my mind this is what it looked like when the tops of the mountains were hidden by clouds. 

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Hipster Wizard Knitting a Pet Cat

Some of you might remember my garden witch illustration that I did in June last year. I'd planned on creating a series of illustrations of witchy folk with everyday hobbies. I wanted the hobbies to be things that people could relate to, but give it a magical twist. 

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It's been a while but I'm restarting that project with a hipsteresque wizard with a passion for knitting. His knitting likes to keep him company and is currently curled into a cat. 

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I created this illustration with a mixture of digital and traditional methods. I hand drew the lineart and added textures I'd made traditionally. I also have a collection of my own stock photos that I'm building up. I like to experiment with how these can add a more tactile feel to an illustration. 

I am planning more in this series, and may even redo my garden witch in the same style/method.  

Time saving Photoshop tips I wish I'd known earlier.

I've been using Photoshop for many many years, but I've never taken a proper course in it. When I started using it as a teenager it was a case of playing around with the buttons and seeing what works. I feel in Photoshop there's quite often a few different ways of doing something, but some ways are a lot quicker!

Here's a few Photoshop tips that I've picked up over the years.

Disclaimer, these tips may be quite obvious to some of you, but some of them were revelations to me! Also please note I use a Windows PC, so some tips may vary if you have a MAC. 

1.Select layers quickly/Moan to your friends

My first tip would be moan to your arty friends, as they may have a solution! My moan was regarding layers. If you're like me you probably use way too many layers and then can't find the one you're looking for. I would waste quite a bit of time scrolling through the long list of layers. Until my friend pointed out you just need to right click on the area with the move tool, it will then gives you a list of layers in that area. Select the layer you want and you're go to go!

Below is one of my latest illustrations of a ladybird using these Photoshop tips. 

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2. Use groups & layer masks. 

Using groups and masks is sooo handy. You can create masked groups for different areas of your illustration to easily edit and keep your lines clean. Basically a mask shows the areas in white, and hides the areas in black. This means that whatever you do will stay within the mask you've created. I find this particular handy for adding different marks and textures.

 

3. Learn keyboard shortcuts

You don't need to know all the shortcuts under the sun, but these are the ones I recommend. 

To reorder layers:

  • Ctrl Shift ]      Moves layer to top
  • Ctrl Shift [      Moves layer to bottom
  • Ctrl ]              Up 1 layer at a time
  • Ctrl [              Down 1 layer at a time

Other handy shortcuts:

  • Ctrl A            Selects current layer
  • Ctrl Shift I     Changes selection to inverse
  • Ctrl D            Deselect layer
  • Ctrl Alt Z      Undo
  • Shift Ctrl Z   Redo

 

4. Use Alt & Shift with the selection tools

I remember when I first got into Photoshop I created a lot of photo manips. I would get so frustrated trying to cut around a person using the lasso tool. Thinking back it reminds me of those buzz wire games, where if you touch the wire it buzzes and you have to start again from the beginning. If this is your technique let me save you some time. Simply hold down the shift key to add to your selection, and the alt to take away! 

5. Flat your colours

If you like to create your lineart and then colour it in, you should have a go at flatting. This is something I'm fairly new to, so I'm going to recommend this really useful video by K Michael Russell. The purpose of flatting is to block in your colours, you can then add all your details, shadows textures etc on top.  

I hope this was helpful, let me know what you're time saving tips are!

 

 

#throwbackthursday #ootd

Hey everyone, If you follow me on Instagram and Twitter you'll know that for the last 5 weeks I've been uploading a nostalgic outfit of the day from the tv show friends. (Which I'm sure we've all been watching on Netflix right?)

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In case you missed it here's the whole gang. I am planning on continuing with these throwback outfits every Thursday; but I'll be choosing a new TV show or film. If you have a favourite nostalgic tv show you want me to draw, let me know!

 

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Seven ways to generate creative ideas.

Hey everyone, I really want to commit to my blog more and create useful content for other creatives out there. So my plan is every Monday I'll be posting advice for illustrators and artists. Some of the advice will be for my past self, some for other artists, and some for myself right now!


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So first up will be ways that you can generate ideas. These are all the things I use to create ideas when I'm stuck for what to draw or how to push a project forwards. There will be a summary of all these points at the end.

1. Write down your interests

Now if you don't have a project or a brief and you're trying to decide what on earth to draw for a self initiated project I suggest you write down your interests. For example my interests are:

  • running

  • yoga

  • sci-fi

  • fantasy

  • board games

  • rock/indie/folk music

 

You can then look at your interests in more detail, what specific things do you like about X or Y and why do you like them? For me the thing I like about running is the community. I created these parkrun maps as a self initiated project. I wanted to show how everyone of different abilities is included, and reflect the happy atmosphere that I've felt taking part.

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2. Make a mind map

If you have a general topic but you need to come up with more ideas try mind mapping. This is something I used a lot throughout my art education. It really helped at the beginning of a project; in fact if you look through my old sketchbooks, you will most likely find a mind map on the first page.

Old mind map from a project about time.

Old mind map from a project about time.

 

Here is a mind map I made for a project I did at University about time (which is a subject that still fascinates me today). As you can see I've explored how we can capture and measure time in different ways; in photographs, through schedules, to our own stages of development in our bodies. I also included a quote that really spoke to me.

I apologise for any spelling mistakes and my bad handwriting, however I usually create mind maps just for myself. The thing I love about mind maps is once you get into them they are a really quick non judgemental way to get ideas down and you can add to them easily and link different points together.

 

3. Try word association

Similar to mind maps is word association. What other words and feelings come to you when you think about a certain topic. It's best to write all ideas/words down at this stage. That one silly idea you don't want to write down could spark a really amazing idea.

 

4. Carry a notebook

Carry a notebook around with you everywhere and write down the following:

  • things that make you laugh

  • questions that you keep asking yourself

  • things you find beautiful

  • overheard conversations

  • interesting shapes

  • colour combinations

 

5. Have an idea swap with your friends

Talk to your friends and have an idea swap. This is one of my favourites, I love hearing about other peoples projects. Sometimes I get so excited by other people's ideas that I can't wait for them to complete their projects! It's also really helpful to see your idea from another point of view and perspective. Make some notes about what you've talked about and think about what ideas you were both really passionate about.

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6. Take a break

If after all that your still feeling blocked, have a break! Go for a walk, take a shower, do some housework. These seem to be the times when our brains keep ticking over ideas in the background. Remember to have the notebook close at hand though for that eureka moment.

 

7. Just start drawing!

If all else fails just start drawing. Sometimes the act of creating can spark other ideas. Maybe the shape of your drawing (or the negative space) reminds you of something else that could add another layer of meaning. Getting stuck into the creative side also allows you to physically move things around, what would elements look like the opposite way round/at a different scale/different colour. Sometimes it can be hard to put an idea into words, and the best way to create ideas is to experiment, and as my old art tutor used to tell us “play!”

Ink experiments in sketchbook of the handmaid's red dress, looks like blood.

Ink experiments in sketchbook of the handmaid's red dress, looks like blood.

Finished illustration. The shape of the dress resembles blood which fits in with the text "no razors, of course." 

Finished illustration. The shape of the dress resembles blood which fits in with the text "no razors, of course." 

I hope this list helps the next time you're stuck for ideas:

  • Write down your interests

  • Make a mind map

  • Try word association

  • Carry a notebook

  • Have an idea swap with your friends

  • Take a break

  • Just start drawing!

 

Westworld themes and theories for Season 2

I'm going to be doing a slightly different style of blog, than I usually do. I wanted to start doing some article/review style blogs where I talk about my favourite films, TV and books, and create my own illustrations to go alongside.

I'm starting with the mind blowing TV show Westworld, which is due to return in April. For those of you know don't know Westworld is based on the 1973 film, set in a fully submersive interactive theme park with a western setting.  

Spoilers ahead!

If you haven't seen Season 1 yet and just want to see my illustrations you can do so here, and then go and watch the show!

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Freewill

One of the obvious themes in Westworld is freewill. The guests (or newcomers) are free in the park to explore their curiosities and act out their fantasies, safe in the knowledge that it's all just a game. Whereas the hosts are bound by their loops and narrative. The hosts are programed to not hurt a living thing and to step in if there is any guest on guest violence. During the first season we follow Dolores and Maeve's journey to enlightment, however we are left questioning whether they actually achieve freewill or whether this is an illusion. This comes with the revelation that Maeve's narrative had been changed to one called "escape". We see in the last episode that Maeve gets off the train to go back for her daughter, but is this her own choice?

Timelines

It has been confirmed that Ben Barnes is back playing Logan, so we know that there will be more flashbacks. I'm wondering if the show will be able to trick us by making us think the past is the present or vis versa. Obviously this would only work for scenes that only showed the hosts and no humans (other than Arnold.) 

Playing God

There are numerous references to creating life and playing God. Even Felix is secretly practicing on an AI bird. Doroloes' father Peter Abernathy tells Ford in episode 1 that his itinerary is "To meet my maker". He wants to warn Doroles to make her aware of her repeating torture so she can escape. 

When asked about her world Doroles replies "Some people choose to see the ugliness in this world... I choose to see the beauty." Her view of her world at the beginning is of a paradise, which we can compare to Christian teachings of Adam and Eve. Like Eve Doroles is tempted to go searching for the truth. Instead of an apple from the tree of knowledge Doroles goes in search for the maze. The maze is a symbol of enlightenment and knowledge. We even see the maze inked onto one of the hosts scalps showing the maze is in your mind.

In the last episode of season 1 Ford points out the shape of a brain in the Michelangelo painting of God and Adam.

"The message being that the divine gift does not come from a higher power but from our owns minds." he then asks Dorloes "Do you understand what you will need to become if you ever want to leave this place?"

In the story of Adam and Eve with knowledge and freewill comes sin; and they can no longer stay in paradise. 

 

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Narrative

Part of playing God and creating life, is creating the immersive narratives. Storytelling is a huge theme in Westworld, the hosts have backstories, and scripts. Ford also gives us tips on storytelling throughout the season. “Since I was a child I've always loved a good story. I believed that stories helped us to ennoble ourselves, to fix what was broken in us, and to help us become the people we dreamed of being. Lies that told a deeper truth.” 

ScreenPrism talk about how "Westworld is an extended metaphor for storytelling" and compares the maze to deeper meaning in the story. However we are repeatedly told that "the maze is not meant for you" therefore the characters that get to have a deeper meaning in their stories are the hosts. This is also backed up when Doroles says in episode 5 "I imagined a story where I didn't have to be the damsel."

Part of the promotions for Season 2 is a secret website that was discovered by fans. The Delos Destinations website advertises all 6 Delos theme parks, promising "the chance to change your story". While that may be originally intended for the customers of the park if you take into account the latest Superbowl Season 2 trailer it takes on another meaning. The new trailer starts off as an idealised commercial to encourage visitors to the park. However it quickly changes to scenes of robot uprising. Along with Dolores voice over "we can burn it to the ground and from the ashes build a new world, our world." Dolores can also be seen dressed as a modern day business woman. I'm intrigued to find out how her story will change. 

Predictions/Crazy theories

  1. I've been trying to work out what the dark secret is that Theresa hints of in season 1 "You're right this place is one thing to the guests, another thing to the shareholders and something completely different to management." It seems to have a connection with the hosts being updated and becoming more lifelike. This might be a bit far fetched, but I'm predicting that the alternative motive is to infiltrate hosts into society undetected in positions of power throughout the world so they can have influence.
  2. Another prediction, or rather wish is that Ford's not really dead. I know I'm not the only one thinking that he could have made himself a host doppelganger in his secret lab. Futurism Media have an in depth debate on whether Ford is really gone. One of their theories is "That after being shot, Ford's subconscious would be uploaded to a host version" This idea is really interesting, and would allow Ford to become immortal.
  3. Along the same lines of uploading human consciousness to a host, could this be an alternative business that Delos want to trial. An elite few could be given the option of becoming a host in order to live young and healthy forever. These services might be tempting to those who are sick or dying. It could even become the new plastic surgery, the new and "improved" you. 
Let me know what your excited for in Season 2, what are your crazy theories, and what burning questions do you hope get answered? 

 

 

New Prints on my Etsy Shop!

I've added 5 new Giclee prints to my Etsy shop available as A5 and A4. 

They're printed on German Etching paper which has a nice texture to it. 

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I really want to grow my Etsy shop (so far I've only sold Christmas cards). 

I've got some other products in the pipe line, quite excited for my dino pins to arrive!

 

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Please let me know if there's any of my other illustrations you'd like me to sell as a print. 

Keep checking back, and follow me on Instagram for more updates!

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My Etsy Shop - Christmas Card SALE, and my plans for 2018!

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It's been a while since I've done a blog post, I would like to start doing them more regular to share my progress, and put myself out there more.

I'm not that great at self promotion, which is obviously really important if your trying to go freelance or run a business. I guess a lot of the time self promotion seems a bit icky, but unless people possess some kind of extra sense or telepathy maybe there not going to know you exist. 

So on the subject of self promotion I'd like to invite you to check out my Christmas cards which are on sale on my Etsy shop! 

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I'd really love any comments or feedback on my cards? I'd love to expand my shop more, I've done some research and I'm really excited by all the products I can put my illustrations on.

New Years is just around the corner, and I want to get cracking on building my shop for 2018, but I'd love to know what products you would be interested in.


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I went for a set of 5 woodland animals for my Christmas cards this year, being a big animal lover.

Christmas to me has always been about family, so each card shows a family of either hedgehogs, badgers, foxes, owls or squirrels, all doing festive activities. 


I'm also selling my Fairy and Nutcracker Christmas cards that I designed last year.

These cards are coloured pencil illustrations and feature 3 designs depicting two Christmas tree decorations come to life. 

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So what would you like to see in my shop?

I've been looking at 

  • Prints
  • Badges
  • Pins
  • Mirrors
  • Stickers
  • Mugs
  • Notebooks
  • Temporary tattoos

Please leave a comment, I appreciate all feedback! Thank you

That Lightbulb Moment

I wanted to share something that I'm really excited about; I feel like I've had one of those lightbulb moments. About a week ago a question popped into my head "Why don't I use pattern in my artwork?" Looking around my home at my favourite household items, clothes and furniture I realised that I love pattern, but it rarely features in my art.

Inspired by some photographs that I took of the bees and lavender in our garden, I started to experiment with mark making and paper cutouts.

 

Lavender Mark Making by Emma Carpenter - https://www.emmacarpenterart.com/blog/2017/8/3/that-lightbulb-moment
Nature Inspired Mark Making by Emma Carpenter - https://www.emmacarpenterart.com/blog/2017/8/3/that-lightbulb-moment
Bumble Bee Paper Cutout by Emma Carpenter -  https://www.emmacarpenterart.com/blog/2017/8/3/that-lightbulb-moment

Currently my go to mediums are pencils and fineliners. I really enjoy observation drawing, and I want to keep this within my work, but I want to focus on key details; like I've done for the bee's wings. 

Bumble Bee Illustration by Emma Carpenter - https://www.emmacarpenterart.com/blog/2017/8/3/that-lightbulb-moment

I hope you enjoy the final outcome as much as I've enjoyed making it. I'm looking forward to exploring this way of working further. 

Bumble Bee Illustration by Emma Carpenter - https://www.emmacarpenterart.com/blog/2017/8/3/that-lightbulb-moment

Garden Witch

This is an idea that came to me whilst I was thinking how magical gardening is. We've had our garden for 2 years now. I love seeing it evolve, and I'm still in awe of the fact that I can actually grow stuff! This time of year is so exciting, there's new flowers and fruit, sometimes it really feels as though it's suddenly appeared, like magic. 

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I had a lot of fun designing what a Garden Witch would wear. I decided that I wanted her to wear quite causal human (or should that be muggle) clothes, but with a straw witches hat. I wanted to included a couple of other hints that she was a witch hidden in the illustration, such as the broomstick. I also had to include a black cat, here's our black kitty Tammi enjoying our garden.  

I'm really happy with the final illustration, and I'm planning on doing a few more to create a series of witches/wizards doing different hobbies. I'm already thinking of doing a Yoga Witch, and maybe a Baking Wizard.

Please let me know your favourite hobbies, perhaps they will give me inspiration for my next magical character. 

Maidstone parkrun map

As requested by Maidstone parkrun's director Donna I have designed a parkrun map. 

This is similar to my previous circular design

(here)

but a bit more true to the actual route.

I've also added a few runners in fancy dress. (we love any excuse for fancy dress at Maidstone parkrun).

To find out about your local parkrun visit their website

here.